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I forced myself to keep reading, each word a hammer blow to my chest.
OUR CHILD. The words screamed in my head. My vision tunneled. A cold sweat broke out across my forehead. This couldn’t be real. This had to be a cruel joke. He has a secret child. The thought was so foreign, so devastating, it felt like a physical blow. I envisioned another woman, another life, a parallel existence I knew nothing about. All those late nights he worked. The sudden trips he said were for business. Were they? My mind raced, frantically searching for cracks in our perfect facade.
The letter continued, painting a picture of clandestine meetings, whispered phone calls, the agony of a hidden life. The woman, whoever she was, expressed a deep, heartbreaking love for “him,” and an even deeper devotion to “their daughter.” She spoke of the child’s bright eyes, her infectious giggle, a small birthmark just above her left ankle. A birthmark. A detail so specific, it made my stomach churn.
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A distressed senior woman sitting on a chair | Source: Pexels
I clutched the letter, crumpling the aged paper in my trembling hand. My chest burned with a rage I’d never known. How could he? After everything? After promising me forever? Every memory we shared, every tender touch, every future plan… it all felt like a lie, a cruel, elaborate performance orchestrated just for me. My perfect relationship, my solid foundation, had just imploded. It was a crater where my heart used to be.
I wanted to scream. I wanted to smash everything around me. I wanted to run to him, wave this letter in his face, and demand answers. How could he have kept this from me? A child! A SECRET CHILD! The betrayal was staggering, suffocating. I felt utterly, completely alone in that dusty room, surrounded by my mother’s silent judgment. Did she know? Did she know her daughter was being lied to, played for a fool?
My mind raced. What would I say? How would I confront him? Would I be calm, dignified, or would I shatter into a million pieces? The pain was so raw, so intense, I could barely breathe. I had to finish the letter. I had to know every detail, arm myself with every weapon.
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